《整点意识流》春风化雨成诗

20、第 20 章

　　Nothing will ever compare.
　　That’s something only for yourself

　　But, what should I do?

　　Trying to pursue your dream, you know that.

　　People say that you should consider the outside more.
　　But what is really the reality?
　　The world in your eyes is only a subset of the real, whole world,
　　Thus what the world really looks like seems never can be known.
　　What the majority say may not be the truth
　　How can you be so sure that what you say will be the truth?
　　Actually, most of the time it isn’t.

　　Will everyone come upon the stage
　　And eventually get hurt,
　　Lock the door of their dream?

　　Even so, I choose to take a risk.
　　You said that easily,
　　But you even hadn’t seen
　　How tough the journey will be.
　　You gave up every time in the long run
　　You are always a ‘3-minute passion’ person
　　How are you so sure that this time it will be different?

　　If plan is not what I can live with,
　　Then I should find something different and sustainable
　　That can give me passion.
　　Self-control
　　People say that always,
　　People always say that
　　‘You need to demonstrate more self-control.’
　　But how？
　　It comes to my mind that
　　You can set some deadline for yourself.
　　That’s it.
　　That’s what you need.
　　Every time you try to meet your deadline
　　Though you may be anxious
　　You become more efficient
　　A bottom line
　　Plus
　　A desire to complete something
　　Oh, maybe this time it works.

　　Whatever,
　　You should remember one thing.
　　Be responsible for yourself,
　　Which consists
　　Your dream,
　　Your choice to pursue your dream.
　　Your life is your own,
　　Nothing will ever compare.