《印度之行的阅读笔记》勤劳的朱妞妞

35、第 35 章

　　Cpt8

　　"My temper's rotten不好, I must apologize," was his reply. "I didn't mean to order you and mother about, but of course the way those Bengalis孟加拉人 let you down this morning annoyed me and I don't want that sort of thing to keep happening."
　　Roony/M向AQ/F谈话。
　　果然M生气的原因还是有人败坏F的名誉。M一直到1910阶段还是像在校园里一样，总是把F的一切看得比自己都重要。

　　She gazed at the colorless grass. "I've finally decided we are not going to be married, my dear boy."
　　AQ提出分手，估计是1911左右的事情。两人之间伤害太深。
　　The news hurt Ronny very much.
　　He controlled himself and said gently, "You never said we should marry, my dear girl; you never bound either yourself or me don't let this upset you."
　　昏。。。这就是F最恨的M的大气。
　　M真的是这样的，从霍华德Meg开篇说的话就知道了，哪一天F要走，绝不挽留，但只要在自己身边，自己就努力许一片天，哪怕需要很久。
　　这人到底是对爱的未来多绝望啊。
　　我说，您有打落牙齿和血吞的深情，却没有争取爱人留下来的勇气？您是有多骄傲啊，唉。。。

　　How decent he was! He might force his opinions down her throat, but did not press
　　her to an "engagement," because he believed, like herself, in the sanctity神圣 of personal relationships: it was this that had drawn them together at their first meeting, which had occurred among the grand scenery of the English Lakes.
　　果然后面立即提起说在英国的大湖边第一次见面就因不束缚对方而心心相印。
　　哈哈哈，英国，典型是F在说反话。
　　说明此时的AQ/F,Roony/M都还不成熟。

　　Adela will not marry Ronny. It seemed slipping away like a dream. She said, "But let us discuss things; it's all so frightfully important, we mustn't make false steps. I want next to hear your point of view about me it might help us both."
　　AQ/F还想听听R/M的看法。
　　His manner was unhappy and reserved节制. "I don't much believe in this discussing besides, I'm so dead with all this extra work Mohurram's bringing, if you'll excuse me."
　　R/M很骄傲哦，受伤很深也不肯说，掩饰着说是工作忙，却拒绝深谈了，估计是要躲起来自己舔伤口了。

　　"I only want everything to be absolutely clear between us and to answer any questions you care to put to me on my conduct."
　　AQ/F还在表达。相比之下，婚后的F算是非常坦诚了，我爱你，我都告诉你，