《印度之行的阅读笔记》勤劳的朱妞妞

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　　这里开始AZ/M问话
　　Fielding was pleased that he had asked. "Because I have more or less come through without it,是啊，虽然没结婚，但其实早已体会到烦恼了" he replied. "I was thinking of telling you a little about myself some day if I can make it interesting enough. The lady I liked wouldn't marry me that is the main point, but that's fifteen years ago and now means nothing."
　　15年前，也就是说是在大概1909年的时候。嗯，霍华德的时候。
　　"But you haven't children."
　　"None."
　　"Excuse the following question: have you any illegitimate children私生子?"
　　额，AZ/M啊，我只能说，你对F/F的人品也看得实在是太。。。。
　　"No. I'd willingly tell you if I had."
　　"Then your name will entirely die out."
　　"It must."
　　嗯，F在这一点上很坦然哦
　　"Well." He shook his head. "This indifference漠不关心的态度 is what the Oriental东方人 will never understand."
　　"I don't care for children."
　　F继续论述。Care喜欢
　　"Caring has nothing to do with it," he said impatiently不耐烦.
　　很奇怪哦，M在这种事情上会焦躁。

　　"I don't feel their absence, I don't want them weeping围绕 around my death-bed and being polite敬仰 about me afterwards, which I believe信仰 is the general notion基本观念. I'd far rather leave a thought思想 behind me than a child.
　　F最后说的这句话真的是超赞的。如果人类能有这种眼界，世界就不会总是这么混乱和盲目了。
　　不是孩子是不是要有的问题，而是不论有没有孩子，都应当留下自己的思想。而不是荒唐地安慰自己然后代代指向虚无。
　　F在这种事情上特别成熟和坦然呢。
　　Other people can have children. No obligation义务, with England getting so chock-a-block拥挤不堪 and overrunning India for jobs."
　　F/F很坦然地说了自己心里的想法，嗯，给F点个赞！
　　"Why don't you marry Miss Quested?"
　　AZ/M问话，反应很迅速哦，理解了F的想法，却依然没有告知自己为何介意F的name die out的原因。
　　当自以为自己安排的为F好的事情不合适之后，才开始提出让自己照顾F。唉，笨M。
　　"Good God! why, the girl's a prig自命不凡."
　　哈哈，F/F很敏锐地点出M的缺点哦
　　"Prig, prig? Kindly explain. Isn't that a bad word?"
　　M介意了
　　"Oh, I don't know her, but she struck me as one of the more pathetic伤感情绪 products of Western education. She depresses压抑 me."