《印度之行的阅读笔记》勤劳的朱妞妞

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　　Major C负责攻击和挑唆，但市长Collecter Turton一直不说话也不支持。

　　市长T要求Fielding向Heathplo就刚才进门时没有站起来的无礼行为道歉。
　　Fielding拒绝道歉。宣称AZ无罪。
　　"I am waiting for the verdict判决 of the courts. If he指AZ is guilty I指F resign from my service and leave India. I resign from the club now."
　　这话其实说得是很没有退路了。这里Fielding/F的可能性比较大。

　　The Collector, who never spoke otherwise, was so infuriated生气 that he lost his head. He cried, "Leave this room at once and I deeply regret that I demeaned降低身份 myself to meet you at the station车站. You have sunk to the level of your associates; you are weak, weak, that is what is wrong with you "
　　这话绝对像是M曾经骂过F的。到底怎么回事，而且这话说得肯定是很伤F感情的。但这降低身份的话还真是跟天足还是霍华德M对F说话的口气很像啊。这话简直把过去两人的美好都抹杀了。到底什么原因M发这么大脾气？

　　"I want to leave the room, but cannot while this gentleman prevents me," said Fielding lightly; the subaltern had got across his path.
　　"Let him go," said Ronny, almost in tears.
　　这里Subaltern，Ronny应该都是F的分身了。
　　要走的肯定是F/F了。看后一章，也是F。

　　However, there it was, done, muddled through and to cool himself指Fielding， and regain mental balance he went on to the upper verandah阳台 for a moment, where the first object he saw was the Marabar Hills.
　　果然F到阳台上去看山了。
　　这里的详细动作和口气，不大像角色，倒像是真发生过的。

　　Cpt21

　　这里Fielding/F。退出了俱乐部。两人彻底吵翻。
　　He指Fielding， was glad that he had broken with the club, for he would have picked up scraps of gossip there and reported them down in the city and he was glad to be denied this opportunity失去进俱乐部的机会不再觉得可惜. He would miss his billiards台球 and occasional tennis网球 and cracks粗鲁的俏皮话，译成谈话，挺好 with McBryde, but really that was all, so light did he travel.
　　傻F啊，想想还不肯承认自己伤心，明明是再也无法亲近M了呢。后文果然就发现这个笨蛋其实伤心怨怼得要死。

　　Late at night, he指Fielding， had an inclination to tell Professor Godbole of the tactical策略 and moral道义 error he had made in being rude to Heaslop and to hear what he would say.